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Restless Nights

Posted by Jedizaugg on May 19, 2013
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Tick… tock…

His recent tremor, seemed more real and more noxious than any he had previously dreamt. Distraught, he leapt from his bed in an icy cold sweat, his eyes burning like hot coals from the depths of a fire. His nerves heightened, engulfing his body in a quiver as fear swept over him. He gasped for breath, as if drowning in the depths of an icy cold current. Shaking off the effects of the dream, he began pacing the length of the room, until, even that offered little comfort or solace from his nightmares. Eventually he found himself slumped into the corner where he now sat.

Tick… tock…

He contemplated, again, his circumstances. The night tremors, now increasingly frequent, kept him from engaging in any sort of restful sleep.

What made him more uneasy, was the sense that an unseen power or dark magic was somehow holding his subconscious hostage, consuming it in a web of spells that would torment his mind over and over again, in a taunting sort of way. Yet, his mind seemed wanting to uncover a dark secret that tormented its very soul. However an inner turmoil prevented the full account from ever being uncovered in its fullest capacity. So he continued to have these partial dreams, fragments of a past life, splayed out on the stage of his mind.

Tick… tock…

Now, in the corner, he wracked his brain, wanting to understand the tremors that kept him awake. Yet, he could come up with no reasonable explanation. He sat there, head on his knees, dumbfounded.

Tick… tock…

Suddenly, in an instant, a brilliant flash of light cut through the dreary darkness of the room, illuminating everything in sight. Virtually in that same instance there came a loud thunderous clap. The window vibrated, seemingly ready to shatter. Within seconds, he heard the slow, soft pitter patter of raindrops falling against the window pane.

The rainstorm seemed to wake him from his deep thoughts and drowned out the monotonous sound of the clock on the wall. It was a welcome change in rhythm. The rain, however, offered no relief from the doldrums of his thoughts.

Depressed, he looked up at the clock.

Two o’clock? The reality made him wince. He had been in this state of mind for over two hours.

As he struggled to put aside his thoughts and clear his mind, he couldn’t help but feel a sense of foreboding overcome his subconscious and creep ever so subtly into his conscious mind. He seemed aware of something lurking. He began to get restless again.

A drink! I need a drink! Maybe that will help clear my head.

Tick… tock…

Blasted clock!

Jumping to his feet, he fetched his thick rawhide coat from the closet. It smelled of musk, aged leather. The smell reminded him of his days, growing up in his father’s shop. He used to watch his father strip, treat, and cut the leather before hand crafting the most exquisite belts, holsters, coats, chaps, saddle bags, and much more. As a parting gift, his dad had crafted the very coat he now wore. Its warmth and rich musky smell provided a temporary escape from his torturing thoughts. It provided him with warm memories of his childhood.

Rummaging through a pile of paperwork on his bedside table, he fetched some credits and his keys, and set out into the night…

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The Journey

Posted by Jedizaugg on May 10, 2013
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imagePhoto courtesy Alan “Jedi” Zaugg

The journey…

Yesterday, steps were taken, some moving forward and some backward – many steps in a long journey.

Today, more steps are taken, moving ever onward, learning from the backward steps from yesterday.

Tomorrow, an endless possibility for countless steps. An opportunity to take steps that were missed today. Step forward, move upward, ever onward, an epic journey for the ages.

There are bumps, there are potholes, and even broken bridges. Put in our way, to test our abilities to be intuitive, make adjustments, and be creative in our progress… FORWARD.

When we learn it… success will be accomplished. Doesn’t mean we will have met our journey’s end. Just means we will have succeeded in tackling another of life’s lessons.

Success is a journey, not a destination. Now… enjoy that journey, and keep moving forward.

Pursuit of Destiny

Posted by Jedizaugg on March 6, 2013
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Bruised, broken, tattered and torn, he searches deep within, and gathers what strength remains. He must pick himself up. Depressed and frustrated, the last bit of hope that remains in him hangs by a very thin thread, causing him to question his own existence.

An old man greets him. His appearance is worn. His clothing is tattered and torn, very similar to his own, barely hiding the wrinkled and callous skin that is covered with bruises and battle scars. The hair on his head, what remains of it, is grisly and white. From underneath his furrowed brow and heavy eyelids, came the warm, soft, inviting gaze of his rich blue eyes. His wrinkled, sagging, yet defined cheek bones give way to a slight grin.

The old man greets him, and, taking him firmly by the arm, leads him to a large, steel door. The door is similar, in nature, to that of a large bank vault. It had one large wheel in the center, that, when turned counter-clockwise, opened the door.

The old man slowly, with great effort, pulls the massive door open, revealing a long, dark, drab hallway. Dark, long, shadows draped the corridor. It wasn’t uninviting by any stretch of the imagination. It was more… an uncertainty.

The hallway was musky and dank. There was a slight draft coming from the other end. It made him shiver with unease. A chill crept up his spine, and an eery feeling overcame him.

At the opposite end of the hallway, barely visible was another door of similarly large fashion. The door was cracked slightly and a pin size light of pure brilliance escaped into the hallway, just enough to light the way down the dark hallway.

Hesitant, the young man takes a careful step back.

“What is it?” he asks the old man.

“Your future, your destiny, all your life’s ventures lie behind that door.” Comes the response. “The impossible, the possible, your dreams, all your fantasies yet to be realized. All of them right there waiting to be experienced. The brilliance behind that door is yours to claim.”

“Why is the hallway so dark? Why is it so long and? And why does it contain an air of uncertainty?”

“It represents the road to your dreams and fantasies. It is the path to your destiny. It is dark and uncertain because it has not been traveled yet. It has not been experienced. It has yet to experience the companionship of a traveler.”

“What must I do?”

“Well, the choice is yours. Either pursue that which awaits you, make your dreams a reality, make your fantasies come true, write the story of your own destiny, or be lost in darkness forever. You either realize your destiny and greatness or submit to the sadness and dreariness of a life less traveled.”

The young man then looks at the old man puzzled.

“Your appearance would suggest you have traveled the road of dreariness sadness yourself. You appear to have wandered as a lonely man. Have you realized your destiny? Have you attained your dreams?”

“Yes, yes I have!” Comes the firm reply.

“My appearance is a mere testament of the hard work it takes to make your dreams come true. Life and all it’s adventures don’t just fall in your lap. The brilliance of life is attainable and grand. But it is not easy to achieve. It requires perseverance and effort. Effort beyond that which you have ever experienced. You will have to dig deep within to discover a strength of unnatural power and ability.”

“But,” the old man looks sternly at the young man, “you mustn’t give up. No matter the difficulty, don’t give up. If you hold true to yourself, persevere and stand tall, the reward is immeasurable. Treasures beyond anything you can dream of.”

The young man looks at the old man with deep respect and admiration. With every ounce of courage he could muster, he thanks the old man, shakes his hand firmly, and proceeds forward through the doorway.

“A word of warning.” The old man grasps him by the arm.

“Once you enter, there’s no turning back. You either press forward, or lose your way and wander aimlessly. Once this door closes, a chapter closes in the book of your life and a new chapter begins. It’s yours to write or rewrite. Make it a good one.”

Once again, the young man thanks him and turns to begin his new journey…

In PURSUIT OF DESTINY.

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